RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

[[Sounds good! Did you have any ideas of what the Tonacky'd involve? Or are we just going with it?]]

[[I haven't a clue. I think just going with it. I'll start real quick.]]

MEANWHILE

So, this is how it's going to be, huh Zacky? You're going to mope around here and just wait for people to come and find you. That's not that Zacky that you are. That's not that Zacky that Mattie would want you to be.

I sigh angrily at my own thoughts and sit up from the bed, shaking my head and hitting myself lightly on the side of the head.

No one has figured out that that's being something wrong with me yet. Most of them haven't seen me, some of them just think I'm going through Christmas depression of something which I am thankful of. I don't think I could deal with all the lovey-dovey acting, I'd end up spewing or punching someone.

Suddenly my phone vibrates at the other end of the bed. I furrow my brow and look down at the screen, the little LED scene showing the name in flashing lights. I can't help but smile.

"Tony," I say to myself a little breathlessly as I open the text.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

I hoping Zacky decides to come and see me. He left with a simple 'Catch you later' and mussed up sex hair. I didn't even get an after-sex kiss. If I'm doing the one night stand thing, I demand to do it properly.

I've not seen him around the campus for a while either. If I didn't know better I'd say he'd been fucking Sanders, about fucking time too if you ask me. I'm pretty sure he's the only guy on campus he's not tried anything with yet. Boy needs to get a full house.

That said - yay for talking to myself - I'd be a little disappointed if he was. I like the kid and I'd like to see more of him, even if it does just involve him being on his back with his legs spread. In fact, that's the kind of more I could really do with seeing.

I look to my phone and wave my hands at it, "Respond Baaakeeeerrrr!"

I don't bother responding to his text, just trying to get my little bit of bastardness back into my system before I set foot out of the dorm room.

I pocket my phone before pulling a shirt over my head. I grab all the necessary things I'm bond to need. I bite my lip as I turn to look at the door at the other end of them room. I take deep breath before marching over to it, pulling it open and stepping outside like nothings different. I keep my head down some with a hat pulled over my hair as I make my way down hallway.

I make my way up to the fourth years hallway, some of the cat calls and the usual are thrown my way but this time I learn to ignore it as I make my way over to Tony's room.

I take a deep breath before knocking on the door and leaning on the door frame, a little out of breath from the power walking I took up down the hallway.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

Oh I'm good.

I walk across to the doorway and pull the door open, pleased to actually see Zacky there and not one of the other fourth years taking the piss. I smile at him and lean against the doorframe. He looks like shit. Maybe he got the flu that's been going round this Christmas?

"You took way too long. 3.2 minutes is pretty low down on my list of arrival speeds." I say, stretching a little, "That just means I get a two-for-one today."

I smirk a little, loving the fact that he's so much like me with the sexual comments.

"Think again Sweet Cheeks," I say as I slap his cheek slightly before pushing my way into his room and shutting the door behind me. I throw my hat off in the process and ruffle up my hair. I only wore it if I ran into someone I'd rather not.

"So, what the hell was that text about? You sounds bored to fuck," I say with a slight laugh as I cross my arms over my chest and stand opposite to him in the middle of the room.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

"I am."

I kind of want to nurse him better. Checking his temperature, feeding him chicken soup - from me - and other such flu related shit. But cold chicken soup is no fun for anyone and I'm not putting the hot stuff anywhere near sensitive areas.

"You okay, Zee? You look like shit."

You've got to be blunt in a place like this. Guys don't get hints. Hints are pointless, I tell it like it is and hope for the best.

I scoff slightly at his concern for me.

"Well, thanks a lot, text me then tell me I look like shit?" I sound defencive, so I add a laugh onto the end, just so he doesn't catch on to what's going on.

"I'm just tired is all," I say as I take a seat on his bed, bouncing up and down on it slightly before looking back up at him.

"So, you texted me because you were bored. What do you want to do about that then?"

I smirk at him, hating the way my mouth is slightly betraying me.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

"Well I figured since we had such a good time the other day, we could maybe have a repeat performance?" I offer, licking over my lips as I admire him.

I sit down by him, a hand dangerously high on his thigh, "Unless you're too tired to do that, of course. I don't want to wear you out anymore."

I move a little closer to his face, my lips ghosting over his, "Or maybe that's just the kind of thing you need to wake you up?"

"Hmmm..." I say as I bite my own lip.

Do I really want this? I mean, I haven't felt like fucking since the whole thing with Mattie. Although, I haven't really tried so I guess I can't really say I don't feel like it. Besides, why should the death of my brother effect my sex life, right?

I smile a little, "I think I'm in need of a proper wake up routine."

I close the small gap between us, pushing my lips to his forcefully.

Nothing.

Maybe this won't be so bad after all.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

I kiss him back. He's not totally into this, I can tell but I don't want to push him away in case he gets offended. An angry Zacky is a stabby Zacky and I can't handle that right now. Instead I choose to take it easy and figure I'll let him take control and decide how much he wants to do tonight.

I keep kissing him, pushing him back against the bed as I do so. I break away from the kiss and look down at him with a bright smile.

"So, Zee, what do you want?"

I want to crawl into a hole and die.

I want to cry myself to sleep again like I have done every night this week.

I want my brother to be back in my arms.

I want my Mattie. I want my Mattie. I want...

"You."

I say it simply before leaning up and kissing him forcefully on the lips again, spreading my legs further apart and wrapping my arms right around him. I try to get as lost as I can in his kiss, hoping it'll take away some of the pain.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

Sounds good to me.

He's a lot more into the kissing tonight, from what I've heard he's normally quite sparse with the kisses. I feel honoured. I start lifting his shirt up from him, running my hand over the soft, ever so slightly rounded flesh there. I break from the kiss just long enough to pull the shirt from his body.

"You're amazing, Zee." I say, casting an eye over his torso again before attaching my lips to his again.

Like I haven't heard that one before, just kiss me, OK?

I nod before pulling his face back down to mine again, not wanting to break the kiss just so I can keep my mouth busy. I moan a little, just to show that I am enjoying this. Which I am... kinda.

I start to unzip his hoodie, feeling that there's nothing underneath it as I slip it from his shoulders. I run my hands lightly over his skin, it's soft, delicate, natural and creamy to the touch. Like... Mattie's.

I groan.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

Seems like I'm doing a good job. I'm too turned on to think of this in any other way. I just spend the longest time exploring his torso with my hands before making a move to do anything else with him.

After a long moment, my hands slip along his body and dip under the waistband of his pants. He's wearing underwear? That's a first. I ignore the fact and start teasing the skin under his jeans, not trying to unfasten them, just enjoying what I can touch with my fingers so far.

I gasp into his mouth from the touches, pleasure I haven't felt in a while. Nearly two weeks now.

I buck my hips almost accidentally into his hand, feeling like such a fucking virgin as he continues to touch me. It feels so good, but at the same time I question if I should really be doing this at all.

"God, fuck me," I breath out as our lips break momentary. I don't even know what I am saying anymore. My mind is swimming hell, drowning and I need a freaking lifeguard already.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

"If that's what Zacky wants, that's what Zacky's going to get..."

I kiss along his chest, tounging at his nipples, kissing down over his stomach, my tongue dipping into his belly button. I smile up at him as I make a start at his jeans, popping the button and pulling them over his hips.

I'm a little disappointed that he's only semi-hard. I thought he liked me. The first time we slept together, he was hard before he even came in here. Oh well, I do love a challenge.

Come on Zacky, he's fucking gorgeous. Come on, you want this. Just look at that spiky black hair, those playful eyes and that sweet, sweet smile. He doesn't look a thing like Mattie. Stop thinking about him.

I moan a little in frustration, masking it as much as I can with a moan of pleasure before looking down at him.

"Come on Tony, I want you," I say.

Trying to convince myself more than him I think.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

"Mm, I'm sure."

I take his dick in my hand, trying to coax it to full hardness through his underwear.

"Come on Zacky, just think about everything I'm gonna do to you." I say, smirking up at him, "How you're going to be fucked so hard you won't walk or sit down for days."

I press kisses to the skin just above his boxers waistline, "You loved it last time..."

"Yeah," Is my only response as I look up to the ceiling.

Come on Zacky, come the fuck ON! He's going to think that something is wrong in a minute. Get your head in the game.

"Ooooh Zee, fuck, Zee!"

"Huh?" I say as I look down at Tony with wide eyes.

Great, now I'm hearing things. Fan-fucking-tastic.

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

"I... just said you loved it last time."

His head definitely isn't in the game today. Is there someone else? Not that I'd be bothered by that, this is just a casual thing. I'd just rather not be used as a way to forget another lover.

"You sure you want to do this, Zee? I don't mind if you're not feeling it up to it."

I give his cock a quick tug to accentuate my last few words.

I groan and shudder a little, trying my hardest to nod at him to continue but it turns into a shake of the head.

Shit, now I've done it, he is really going to think there is something wrong now.

"Sorry," I gasp out as I look at him. He's one of the few in this place that actually gives a shit about me. He looks a little frightened for me. I feel so bad right now. I just want that hole that I wanted to swallow me earlier to actually hurry the fuck up and just take me already.

"I'm sorry. I really-really am."

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

I smile at him, trying not to show my annoyance. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't an itty bit disappointed but I don't want to force him into anything he doesn't want.

"Don't worry about it, man." I rub a little at his stomach before moving up the bed to lie next to him, "Anything you want to talk about? You know I'm all ears if you need me to be."

I drape an arm across his stomach, "What's eating you, Zee? I've never seen you like this. I have to be the first person you've ever turned down sex with."

I keep my eyes wide as I turn my head to look over at him. I blink a few times at his concerned face. Something about that face makes me want to spill my guts out to him. But...

"I... I...er..."

I just can't do it. I can't even think of a good excuse. All that's screaming at me is, "MY LOVERS DEAD! HE WAS KILLED OVER CHRISTMAS BUT GAY HATING GANG! HE WAS MY FREAKING BROTHER, MY LOVER AND I MISS HIM, LOVE HIM SO MUCH!"

"I've gotta go."

Number of posts : 920 Age : 42 Registration date : 2008-04-01

I don't want him to go, I don't want him to leave if there's something wrong. I want to try and make him feel better.

"Zacky, you can trust me, y'know. I won't tell anyone what's wrong if you don't want me to." I say, resting a hand on his arm, "I care about you, I don't want to see you in pain."

Somehow I don't think this is going to be any help but I've got to try otherwise I'll be worrying about him.

"Come on, Zee."

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